#46 - Don't Like Too Many Options

It's good that I have choices.  Nobody is making me do anything.  I don't have to do chemo, even.  I can decide.  But sometimes I want to have someone just tell me what to do from start to finish.  Even before starting treatment, I'm feeling wishy washy about decisions of any kind. Do I want to take the drug Nuelasta when I've heard about bone pain?  Do I want to wear sweatpants or something nicer to my first chemo?  

And I then I'm going to have those decisions about what to wear on my head! 

​I did purchase a wig, because I'm a wimp about my baldness, but I actually own about a zillion hats! I could wear a different one every day after I lose my hair!

Maybe I should think about that.

I do have a lot of tennis hats I could wear.  This is a cap I tried on in the Cure & Co. salon, on top of a half wig. That hair looks a lot like my own.

Or, I could just wear one of those silly hats that comes with a pony tail hanging down!

Then we have the scarf option!  And I remembered how Don and I wore matching scarves at Big Bend National Park to keep the swarming bugs off our heads.  Hey, we can be twins, again. Don could either buy a wig with me, or we could get matching scarves.   

​And here's one more idea!

 My dear friend, Lorie shared some advice about worrying over no hair. "Just get some sexy earrings!"  I was so tickled with the idea that had come from a person, very special to her.  And next thing I knew, her own creation came in the mail.  I of course did have hair, so I covered it up and put on the earrings, made with her mom's coat buttons and wonderful hair-like tassels!  

I may not look sexy, but they make me giddy and happy!  Thanks, Lorie!!