#113 Don't Like Ending "Pink Month"

Colors of October

October has always been the perfect month.  I still think of it as an orange month, with golds and reds thrown in.  But in recent years I've learned to appreciate the other color associated with the October. And this year, I really began to understand the impact of that PINK and Breast Cancer Awareness.

I've become fond of the bubble gum color that has helped spotlight the very thing that people used to whisper about. The focus has made it easier for people like me to share. And the focus has helped me get better care, with so many new developments in recent years.

The Cancer Club

I said a couple months ago that I didn't want to be a part of this exclusive club. I knew that friendships were made and relationships were often strengthened by facing a cancer challenge. But I didn't want to be a part of some team of fighters all banded together.

Well, I've learned to enjoy the camaraderie where it's found. And I've learned to accept the support and the fun surprises that have been offered.  

Surprises in Pink

Sometimes surprises come from people you don't know. This pretty little pink necklace was purchased through "eSBe Designs" from someone I've never met.  My friend brought it to me the day I started radiation. It was a treat to receive this thoughtful surprise, but it was extra nice knowing the gift involved a donation to Breast Cancer research and awareness. 

Loving Pink Now

I've begun to see this color in a new way. These cozy pink leggings are also from a "Cancer Kicking" promo.  When I put them on I don't feel much like kicking, though. I mostly feel pampered and spoiled! There's something heavenly about the texture and color that makes me feel like I should  sit around all day eating ice cream. I love them. 

A Good Month to End Chemo

So it was a good month to finish up chemo. It seemed like everywhere I turned people were wearing pink or handing out pink candies or ribbons.

That works for me, but I did quietly fret off and on, thinking about the men who suffer from breast cancer... more quietly. And I worried about all the other cancers that don't get the spotlight in the same way.  I'm determined to think of all cancer patients and survivors when I see that color, now. This time next year, I'm going to be the one giving, not taking.

Last Day of Pink Month

On the last day of the month, I hurried home from radiation to get ready for trick-or-treaters. Before kids started arriving, I got an unexpected visit Steve and Cindy. I was busy enjoying a little pup therapy with Melody, when I noticed Steve, pulling out something from behind his hat! 

I ended the pink month, wearing orange and holding onto my very own brown & gold guardian angel.  Steve carved this special gift from cedar and coated it with shellac and linseed oil.  The delivery on October 31, seemed to bring perfect closure to a special month.  Of course, I may be in danger of wearing away the metallic gold flakes... I've spent 2 days studying this little treasure with my hands.

Kicks and Prayers!

So I started this whole journey with my mascot, Ms. Donkey.  She helped me kick bootie, throughout my surgery and chemo.  I've got a ways to go with 6 more weeks of radiation and 5 years of Letrozole meds after that.  I'm going to need my guardian angel! 

​It's good the two get along!